maximum capacity - 8:57 PM
hahaha yupp, den after that parents picked me and i went to visit the optician! FINALLY. hahaha. aiyar but her shop's always so crowded so ended up waiting for quite a while. den ok when it was my turn she said "oh 1 and a half years? lets see the state of it." so she brought me into this room with the machine and she showed me my lenses thru the light. OMG! it was disgusting! u can see brown stains on it. and it was cloudy. so she was like "yupp, thats what's causing the irritation in ur eye" den i was like is it because i didn't clean properly? den she said its the lifespan of the contacts. its inevitable it'll get dirty. phew. yupp so i made a new pair, though, my shortsightedness has gone up by 50 for the right eye contact. and erm astig by 25 for the left eye. i say its all due to lectures. hahaha strain my eyes. oh well, it'll only be ready next monday!!!! no contacts for 1 week. haiz.. but on the bright side after that hopefully my eye would give me less problems.
and i'm feeling dead tired and drained now actually. mentally. i mean if u've had a sleepless night. for one, i was cramping. sucks lah. arghhhhhh.. and den i think my afternoon nap sort of kept me awake. and my brain didn't want to relax and sleep. aiyar many factors. i even got up by myself in the morning. was feeling damn uncomfortable. damn these particular days in the month. yeah, and after that restless night i had to squint through 2 puny holes with bright lights for close to 1hr+ during bio practical. haiz.. and den, i chionged for piano lesson. well i guess it was a good wrap up. if i can just relax and focus and think of phrasing tmr i think i just MIGHT be able to pass. or at least i really hope so.
yupp den after that went all the way down to cine again to meet oi, xa, alex, steph, huili. yupp we were supposed to catch Munich together. but erm well, hl, steph and i saw the trailers and they said it sounded boring and history like so they erm decided for us such that me xa and shi min [the hl's friend] went to watch Munich while oi, hl and steph went tp watch Big Momma's House. oh wells, yupp so we entered the cinema and they were showing trailers and the speakers were really loud it kinda scared us. hahaha ok shortly the movie started. the front part was damn scary lah! ok not scary it was like u noe very jing zhang. i was hugging my bag and all. and it took me a while to understand some parts of it. but oh man, the way they kill ppl is really like cold blooded. its so cold blooded till its scary. and basically the whole show is bout how the Israel government send this grp of 5 ppl to kill those terrorist who shot the Israeli sportsmen. yeah, its really a thought provoking show. like it really keeps u thinking of whats going to happen next. will he die? will he get betrayed by his informers? and i really pity the guy coz the emotional scars left behind after killing those terrorist was terrible. it made him so paranoid abt so many things. worrying that ppl will hunt him and his family down. and there was this part which was really sad, when he was talking to his newborn baby. yeah, haiz. and in the end the country sort of made use of him? i'm glad reading times occassionally helped me understand a little better. after the show xa said it was like sitting for a 3hr exam paper coz the show really made u think so much. haha. but i guess its quite a good show and i don't regret watching. oh yar and like we were the onli ppl in school uni inside? the rest were all adults and they were like kinda staring at us. coz the show is M18. there's just like 2 sex scenes. but its like they were for the purpose of developing the story. hmm i think the directing and stuff was really good. and John William's is really a good composer.
yupp, den on our way home we were abt to cross the road to california fitness frm cine to walk towards somerset and we got approached by this guy. i recognised the guy coz oi was telling me abt him that day so i just said no. but shi min didn't noe so she accepted the brochure he was gave her. den he started talking abt what he was promoting which was his religion and stuff. den she just orh orh orh. den he walked away den we were talking abt sth else den we laughed den he came back and said to her "don't laugh. if u don't come for it u will do badly for ur exams!" like uhhh, did u just curse her? hmm well, weird way of recruiting ppl.
finally home. there's just so many things happenning these few days. its getting too much for me already. and kinda wrong timing to watch Munich too. coz its rather thought provoking as well. so many things to think about. mbbe, i just need some rest. and i'll just go for my piano exam tmr, den let these things bother me after that.
i guess sometimes we really do have to stop and take a look back at what we have done and think about it. yet we can't let these things keep us from going forward. life's really weird.